Today- feb 4th 2005

Now that I have run out of my old blogs – have scattered them along 3 – no 4 spots – here,

http://dabbling.blogspot.com/

http://ormakaliloode.blogspot.com/

http://kanupriyaa.blogspot.com/

the dabbling site is for my rare, once in a blue moon creative spurts experimentation…,

the ormakaliloode is traipsing down memory lane…into my childhood/college and other such memories of years ago…seems like another life.."orma” in Malayalam means memory..I had to resort to this name because memories/memoirs/memorabilia none of these were available…

and kanupriya, is of course an audacity that I’ve indulged in- trying to, nay daring to translate the beautiful poetry collection by Dr. Dharamveer Bharthi…have posted only half of it…shall post the rest soon… I really don’t know why I’m doing it..just a passion, I guess…I fell in love with the poems when I read them during my graduation…it’s a glimpse into Radha- Krishna relationship- actually much more than a peek..and from Radha’s point of view…and it may also be described as an allegory to the eternal quest of the individual soul to become one with the all pervading eternity…I have all the poems ready stashed away in my pc, but the format gets all awry when I try to post them..and then it is such a tedious task to set the line breaks right…and still sometimes I botch it up…

and then I’m thinking of posting 2 stories of mallu movies…different …still pondering as to whether to post it on another spot or here itself…I think I’ll post it here itself…let’s see..

and now coming back to having run out of ancient blogs, I’m faced with the daunting task of coming up with new ones…and I seem to have come upto a dead end- an invisible wall…I dont seem to be getting into the writing mood these days..dunno why..I too miss that outpouring which i enjoy so much...maybe, nothing touches me that deep that spurs me to pour out..why???..have I run out of thoughts…emotional paucity …nothing seems to inspire in me the urge to pour out in words…why? Or is it just that I’m so embroiled in the mundane business of daily living that I’ve lost touch with my inner self?

I finish my daily chores, visit all my favourite haunts here in the web…enjoy reading the assortment of thoughts, emotions, styles…I am in a perpetual state of amazement getting a glimpse into the pot pourri…it is such a wonderful world here in the cyberspace…its like a bouffet party…except that it is so tough to make a choice..I need every dish on my plate…and soon my blog roll is going to run into pages…and some of those pages are so beautiful…

Ahhh… I managed to squeeze out a few sentences that may be described as something at least pretending to be a blog…and on this note, I stop abruptly…